Ultra Sound

I'm @ the Royal Vic waiting for my ultra sound...I'm a little nervous...in fact I'm shit scared. This is one of thlast things "I hope" to uncover why my health is deteriorating....if I can be fixed I won't be the same at all...if I can't same thing. I guess either way change is going on in my life weather I want it or not.
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And the possibilities are...

Lupus, Auto-Immune Disease, ...or Cancer...Stay tuned for more details as they arise...
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The next 7 days....

For the next 7 days will be the worst I will have ever had to experience in my life...I'm sick...tomorrow I go for chest x-rays...ecg...there may be a possibility of heart disease...or cancer. My glands have not gone down in size and I really don't feel right...no energy at all....I try hard to push ...I'm scared... After the tests...they get faxed asap to the Royal Victoria Hospital and an appointment made with a resident Doctor who will pretty much go over me with a fine tooth comb...then from there presented to a panel of Doctors to review and double check....Never been more scared in my life.
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My Auto-Immune System...

I've been told by my Dr. after more tests that my auto immune system is not working. That means when I'm sick or get an infection my immune system won't work. From what I understood my immune system is attacking itself. I'm on antibiotics and heavy pain killers and none work... The scariest thing is my energy...I have none...despite any good news or excitement. I'm on the bus now to go for more tests...and to get a referral for a blood specialist...its funny how I knew my health was next to happen...oh...talk about irony...the bus just turned down our old street..St.louis...our old house...and I'm not gonna entertain looking...hurts to much. Anyway this is just a short note before I get there.
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