It's Valentine's Day...this is sooooo fucked....doing what I'm doing especially on this day....I wonder if the dreams will stop and the curse will go away...and I also wonder if I'll get some of the old me back? Or am I asking for too much?...all I know is my head is fucked up...and I didn't realize these wounds were deeper than I really realized...or at least I didn't think it would affect me this much...but I'm taking things in stride and trying to hold on to this wave...biggest one yet and so far this year I've been bombarded with a lot so far...none really bad but wtf...anyway I really should try and get to bed...I have to move allllll of the stuff down stairs and work tomorrow and be ready for 1pm then finish my day...put things back or what's left then back to work then bed...ughhhh
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