The sign...

This may very well be the last post to this blog as a sign was given and the war finally over? I won the fight - I got my kids...not fully but enough to make a change in their lives for the better. I'm ending this blog because last Friday she gave me her answer and sign. I asked her in an email and professed my feelings to her, but also gave her assurance that it was only with me and i understood fully if she didn't feel the same back and she not need to worry about anything. Well her answer was to bring her new boyfriend to exchange the kids...why? She did so before without anyone - so myself as well as others firmly believe she is doing two things..one thing is to get under my skin which didn't happen...and two she isn't happy and wants to try and get me to come into her world...she killed the last of our spark. We will never be again and i have now come to terms with it. It feels good knowing i will be better off and life will be better...i'm just sad that she can't stop or let go. For her sake i hope she does because if she does she will eventually have a happier life...she is a smart woman and wish her all the best. As for the blog i am hoping to get this published for my kids and others...hopefully my pain will help others make better choices. My pain can be a glimpse into others future.