You can inherit others...

I finally came to the conclusion after the past 3 weeks of drama, that my ex has very serious mental issues that do not stem from me and i also came full circle. What started it all...and i mean from day one and the website i was told she was on? Well she was...and i found her, by accident. It hurt like a knife in the back and chest at the same time...but i needed it. Even writing this i feel some anxiety, but it's probably the triple triple i bought....but i stood my ground because i spoke the truth all these years and pushed back (metaphorically speaking). She really has no power on me..and i really am done with her. I did try, never ever put doubt in your mind that you weren't noble and loyal...even though times have changed and people don't see the value of that anymore doesn't mean it isn't a good thing. Not many men would stand by their family despite the lies that were fed to them. So this very well be the end of the story..i mean there will still be drama...but i mean "the story". Now it's time to get better...and what i mean by that is i can feel the sickness she gave...like almost brainwashed, but not...i can see the truth and feel who i was. It's just relearning and reconditioning...I think that's what was the main focus to suppress...me. With the dark cloud always hanging over me i could never be 100% me and always shied away which i was never like...because if that were the case i would have been in a different situation by now. But on the other hand i would not have learned what i have. I am more of a man than most, and im not saying that with arrogance..im saying this because i learned from my mistakes...most don't and keep repeating. Be proud of what you've accomplished Dave...and yes im talking in the 3rd person..you did more than most and look at where your sitting...i know it' snot exactly where you want to be but you were left in the dust with nothing dude...like ZERO...lost your kid, house, car, career...and everything in between. You fought for your rights to see your kids and won, you don't have a house but managed to stay in the same place since...a car to come soon...your back on top almost like you never skipped a beat..but you still need to man up and take whats yours...you got more talent than your giving yourself credit for...your bankruptcy is almost done, you have zero debt. Time to start fresh come the new year...so do yourself a favor. Take a short breather but mentally prepare for new times, and good times. It's over Dave...it's time for oyu to be happy. You deserve it..more than you know.