My life after....

These are most of my thoughts after my whole life was taken from me, literally. It started March 8th 2006 @ 9:37am, but it all really ended on April 13th 2006. One minute you have everything in life you could ever want, then in a blink of an eye, it's gone. Needless to say it is the worst pain i have ever had to feel in my existence...and still continue to feel it to this day. I do hope my pain and scars can help someone prevent them from getting hurt the same way I did.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Will never be the same

I haven't read the last post but she has had another baby with someone else about a month ago. You actually physically felt all end. I was more hurt and crushed that the kids were forced to hide it from me..I was upset @ them for that but I know it wasn't their fault so I left it..since then my life is very empty and I have lost all but routine. No social life..blocked from helping the cause...even blocked from doing my job properly. Its like I'm almost at the end of the road (metaphore) and if I don't find a turn off soon I'm scared my life will be done more or less...it just seems this fight for 6 years...well 4 was for nothing. I only still see my kids 4 days a month..and if I'm lucky a msg here and there on fb. Unless a miracle happens and I'm saved...