Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Where i'm at..

‎Well I haven't read the last post so I have no clue what was going on..but I can tell you, a lot has changed and happened. The one thing I can say is all I saw coming did..right down to my health and job, and this was 2 years before anything happened. 

The past 3 years were hard, especially knowing Tina was collecting extra support than she was entitled too, and she didn't care. She even started ruining my time with the kids..they've changed since she's had another child. I begged her to be fair because of what was coming down the road..but she didn't care to listen. This time last year I knew how things were going to play out, even the fact I would have some sort of medical intervention, which I ended up getting surgery (chiari malformation). When I got out to recover and to plan for my sons bday, she made it nothing but difficult. So to make my life worse, she was able to get the government to seize my pay. On top of that my daughter has to go back to the children's..evidently they found something in the MRI. She waited over 6 months to have them find the fax, when it should have taken 2 phone calls to fix the problem. Now because of the delay my daughter might have more problems than what could have been avoided. I feel like she is trying to kill me and my kids slowly and her getting away with it. Not allowing me to be involved other than the weekends I get.  As you can see it hasn't stopped..and my hands are tied. Taking the daily abuse quietly...

I don't know where i'm going from here, but march 31st i'll know more about Kiara, and am praying it's nothing serious. But all I know is April is going to be the month from hell...probably the worst i've had to endure. The only thing that's keeping me going are my kids...if it wasn't for them I wouldn't be as far as I am today.

Before I go..my surgery was on Feb 23rd, and the last thing I did before being put under was kissing the kids names on my arms...when I woke up was a different story. I am intolerant to any narcotic pain killer..‎which they kept dosing me up for 2 days, all the while i'm being sick. They did damage part of the brain stem while operating, but it seems to be healing..but slowly. That's been the only bitch about this..i'm not a sit in one place type of guy and 6 weeks + for recovery isn't my cup of tea.

Anyway..that's kinda what it's been like up till now. I had nothing to do so felt like venting.


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