I know.....long time no write...

Well...I guess it has been sometime since I last wrote eh? Well a lot has gone on since and have not had much time. LOL...you may freak out on what has gone on since, I still am. To start off...well since there was construction holiday I missed seeing Dregan & Kiara for the 2 weeks which has been severely rough. Our last day we had a blast...I have some video that I will try and upload at a later time. As for work...LOL...well needless to say My first week back was good, did 10k 3 days in a row...but get this...first thing, I noticed that almost every Monday something happens...and it's always bad...So She came to get her stuff...it was a mixed emotional day...I called Kristy and Dan to come over as witnesses and I am glad I did, cause her lawyer was saying I was obstructing justice and was getting in the way...not true..I was in my office the whole time, and I got proof on that one. Then I had court and again "Postponed" until the 24th of October. So it has been pretty rough, but I have been coping. So let's see...she also took the car, the 2 kittens...bookcase...basically most of her stuff...she still has clothes (winter ones) left. She even took my modem from Bell that I am paying for...the cable box..movies that weren't hers...I mean the list goes on...then she tells her lawyer that I was not co-operating and was being aggressive...hence why I brought witnesses. I have so much more to write about what's been going on....but no time...Oh yeah...never guess who came over 2 days ago? Someone whom I have not seen in 9 years...and was chillin with him just before I met "Her". It's weird cause he said I have come full circle...and the person was Corey. I will for sure write more soon...you will be floored as too how I have been progressing and the event's that have happened to me to get me stronger.

Long time no write....

Yeah I know...it's becoming more and more less frequent that I am writing. I don't know why...well no..I do know why...I guess as much as it has helped me move on to some degree...I still don't understand...well I do know that my hurt is not over, and it will continue...but I just don't get why...none of it makes sense really...or does it? Could it be I am the only one in the dark about everything in order for her to protect herself? Either way if she is it will only prove to me that she lied, and has always lied to me...if she isn't trying to protect herself then she was pushed and persuaded...and I will never ever forgive those who altered her mind and destroyed a family. We weren't the brady bunch...no way...but we did have a bond...a click...But it's been hard not writing because I have not seen my kids in 2 weeks. This time it was the bus schedules..and then missing the train...first there was no bus apparenlty because of Canada Day...but how could the train run? Same transportation company...I cried for a bit then came home...it was a bad Canada Day for me. I did start back to work and it was nice to see people again. I booked about twleve hundred dollars first day back...even on a day where most of my clients would be out. Should be quiet though for the rest of the week. Anyway I should get to bed for a good night sleep for work. I'll catch up on some more news later...just wanted to give you a quick update.