So Tamara and Bea came by tonight for a few drinks. I won't lie..it was fun. But I also know Bea is into me..I knew from the second time I saw her. She's nice…very super chill, and she can hold a convo. The only thing is; she was friends with Tina. I've spent so long building my safe world..I'm scared to let anyone in. I know I shouldn't…but when someone says "this guy had his shit together"..unprompted, meant a lot to me. I made it. It cost a lot and I sacrificed it all..but in the end I won. Not that winning was the objective…but it's all finally over and I'm not the bad guy in the end. I'm a little buzzed right now so take shit with a grain of salt.
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