Saturday, November 15, 2008

Fighting to hold the tears back...

Today I had to fight the whole time from breaking down knowing it's over - my kids lost and so did I. Dregan, Kiara Daddy fought hard and long with everything he had...but he couldn't win against people who cheat and lie. No matter what is ever said to you both I love you so much I would walk across the country if it meant bringing you both home...I would do it before the question was finished being asked. It broke my heart to know you both think your coming back to see me...and your not...so even you both were lied to by others. I needed to be sure I got this down, so you both know it wasn't Daddy's decision. I love you both so much to death it hurts. I want you both to know there is not a day that goes by where I don't mention both of you to someone. If I were to say what was the best thing that ever happened to me in my whole entire life...it would be Dregan & Kiara. I am gonna go cause its really hard to hold the tears back again...Daddy Loves You Both!!! xoxoxoxo
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