I swear when I look back...

So I assume now i should start being careful of what i write and say? Why I say this? Well...not that I will, because then i'd be hiding..which is a form of lying. I must deal with whatever as it happens and remain honest no matter what the consequence. But my political career might be more than just delusions of grandeur, or a sever case of bi-polar-ism... I've always hated injustice, seeing others get hurt or be without. and the injustice I've been watching from a birds eye view has put me in a state of disbelief. Life and society was not like this growing up at all...my kids do more and see more and know more at their ages then i did. I've done my blogs, tweets and my truth page to try and spread awareness..but as much as i get the message out ive been pushed by some force to run for office... I've tried to sabotage the idea on multiple occasions and yet no matter how hard i try to ruin the idea it doesn't work. To prove a point, elections Canada was rushing out my registration papers...when i mentioned this to the Libertarian Party (I called to ask some questions) they were surprised Elections Canada was that responsive, in the sense they were rushing me out the package. The main reason why im posting this though is for another reason...and it's cause i hope Tina reads this. Yes Tina it's a message to you..it's hard writing emails to you cause of how we were condition by the system to act that way. It just really sucks we still don't talk, because there is only one person I need right now and that's you. No one else knows me like you, regardless of our time apart. And as much as a lot of people think i should do this, it matters to me what you think. I am not implying i would base my decision off your answer...but it would help. And i know there is a position in the party for if i am out of commission...and right now in the beginning, the only person i could and would trust to make the right decision would be you...People make mistakes in life, and the only way they stay mistakes is if the person chooses not to fix them. So in reality i am trying to fix not only this problem but the worlds. Anyway...messed up how that's all i wanted to say...yet when i send you emails it's a novel...