The Day Before X-Mas

Well Saturday was a hard day but the kids and I had a lot of fun. They loved their gifts :-) I got Kiara a Care Bear (25th Anniversary Bear) which was white and had a big heart in the middle. I also got her Bratz doll. Dregan i got the Transformers Blaster that changes from a truck to the robots actual hand :-) Ans he also got this other thing where you can see in the dark, listen at long ranges as well as a proximity sensor. I have to admit it wasn't long enough cause when they left it felt like they just got their. I got a rock from them for x-mas, and I know as some think it was a ploy from the ex to hurt me, it came from my kids and i know some think it's stupid but that rock has a special meaning since it came from them. That was my X-mas. Now I am at work writing this and finishing up the day. I after work go home eat and sleep through tomorrow and hurry back to work for Wednesday. This is the second x-mas where i will be utterly alone...so needless to say I'd like to get this over quickly, and it's not to sound selfish...I guess it's cause i won't see my kids until next year and that hurts me more then anything or any missed holiday.