It never ends...my life since day one has become a flurry of hard lessons in life...and life has shown me it is very real and very conscious. I can't let in on what happened...but it could be the biggest x-mas miracle...but I can safely say especially to you Dre and Kiara...it took everything daddy had...and all of this is out of love...I'm not scared anymore, and neither should the two of you ;-) I can't say I am going to get my whole cake - but you know daddy has always taught you that sharing is a good thing. I'm very cautious about today and my emotions because like I said earlier the past 2 years have been hell for me...literally. Every time things look good something happens and screws it up...so I'm keeping this close to the chest...only ones who know are my parents. The energy I am about to exert over the next month or so could either change things drastically...or it could pretty much physically, mentally and emotionally destroy me - I am so tired...and I can imagine so are the kids :-( Anyway back to work...ummm yeah back to work...just to show I'm even putting extra hours to accomplish and hopefully get that X-mas miracle.
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