It begins...

My restraining order if finally officially over...now it begins. She is wanting this to be over from what I was told, and that it has gone on long enough. What I would love to see happen for the kids is we do this outside of court...they have been put through too much pain to be put through more. If it does come to us going to court I'm fully prepared and have been ready since day one...but I really don't want it to come to that at all...it just adds more un needed pain. I've unblocked her from msn...hoping of some non personal contact...to be honest when I think of her I physically tremble...it will take her a lifetime to regain my trust...and I really don't want to know what's going on with her at all...it still hurt...I just want communication on our kids...and which way we'll resolve this, but I'm not going to hold my breath...time will tell
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