Today I hope is the day I wake up from being used...I start txt with her and she's given me more, but so it seems...and I've fallen into the trap of thinking there was a chance of things working out...but she is hopeless and is using me...there is always problems in her life and anytime I ask for something I get ignored...even asking if I'm being ok with how I'm txt'ing her and boundaries...and still ignored...unfortunately for her I will only take so much, and with her being sorta back in my life already, its up and down, up and down...and I cannot afford to risk losing my job. I got over her!!!! At least I did till we started talking...but she laid the honey trap and I fell for it. She will get the point next time she asks for help or anything...cause at this point it really not worth it...and with her more or less admitting I'm a very good dad - I'm going to go back to how I was with them pre-speaking to Tina...cause with the adjustments I've made because of her has made me lose a little touch with the kids...I am not or will not allow my relationship, trust and love for the kids and the kids towards me to be jeopardized. I'm used to the every two weeks, even though I do have my days but enough is enough.
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