So it's been a rollercoaster week..the funeral service was nice..I don't know how a word like "nice" can be used for a funeral but they showed pics of granddad and family and had some of him with the kids when they were babies. I actually teared up seeing those. I think it hurt more because Kiara missed out on 2 years with her great grandfather and missed his funeral...
On a lighter note..I was given granddad's car. It was the break I needed and I'm anxious to drive...opportunities, freedom..new life? All I know is I'm pushing hard..as much as I have my days, but I'm not gonna stop until I'm happy.
Now on a f*cked up note...The girl I started talking to I had to walk away from because the day of the funeral (but after) she would not stop txting me, even after I told her multiple times I needed to have a night to myself because the funeral itself was hard..and what's hard is I can still hear his voice..he was fine at the end of June now he's gone...like wtf, and he was healthy. Anyway I spent nearly two hours trying to explain..and then yesterday she sends me a long txt trying to make me feel guilty...like wtf. So yeah I don't need that in my life. And it wasn't just that, she was lacking certain things I need in a relationship..and she was rather all about her-ish?
Anyway that's pretty much it...I have to go review the ivp presentation for tomorrow..as always I'm gonna kill it.
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