1 day to go....

Well tomorrow is the day...may be postponed..may not be...not sure yet what to expect, but the anxiety is building. I'm not totally worried about what will happen...well part of me is...but I have what I want to happen in mind..and if it goes at least the minimum I want then all should be cool...but it will be a hard 48 hrs...today and tomorrow. I crashed out early last night to get my sleep back in order...I woke up before 9am...so that's a start...It sucks though...cause had I stayed at work, I would be stressing as much about bills...but in a way I didn't have a choice...it's mixed...some people agree with me taking time off to sort through stuff, but on the other hand things still have to be paid and done...but honestly I don't think I was in the right frame of mind to work since everything I worked so hard for in life disappeared....coping is hard sometimes. I thank you all who have emailed me to wish me luck & support :-) I'll write more later today after I get some things accomplished.