Unable to sleep...

Man...I can't sleep...no matter how hard I try...too many thoughts going through my head...some people told me to get mad at the situation...get mad at her for doing what she is and has done...but why can't I even do that?Therapist seem to think I am fine...Psychiatrists think the same...they say I am going through a normal transition in my life...but since I am also going through something huge it is not helping the matter. I am such a case now...what am I really scared of? I mean in all honesty I shouldn't be scared because of the pure fact I am not in the wrong...so what is it? Do you see what I mean...so many questions and no answers...maybe I am prolonging the fact tomorrow is gonna come weather I like it or not...and yeah I should get some sleep...but I know as soon as my head hits the pillow the dreams will start...god I hate dreams...Kids Daddy loves you...no matter what happens tomorrow I love you and always will...you both know that...and Daddy is really sorry Mommy & Daddy are not getting along right now...but we both love you dearly. Things will be ok soon, Daddy promises. Just remember both of us will always be here for you no matter what. Good night and I love you.