June 21st.... D-DAY

Well it was postponed till the 21st of June. I am good with that since I will be getting a lawyer for the final day. I feel more confidednt then I did last night...maybe it was the stress of it...and I aw her and now I know she has been in the house since she left...she had clothes on that I know I hung up and put away...it's ok though...this is gonna give me the time and drive to end this once and for all. This is getting to be too nuts. I want my kids and that's all there is too it. Anyway I got there at like 9:30am...went in to register...said I was contesting and I wanted to postpone....her lawyer came up to me after and said she was renewing the court order which i was sort of ok with...and i could go and I had her word things would be status quo...I leff came home and made my calls. I am not giving in...I am gonna do my homework till then and completely win this hands down...I know I have enough evidence...that I am 100% sure of...especially when I hear it from official people. As for my feelings...well the are mixed...I guess part of me still cares and still wished this was all a dream...but the other part of me wants to just move on...and all it will take is one small event for it to happen...maybe I am stopping it? Who knows...I do know I have some renewed strength...and I am gonna win...she may have my blogs...lol...she may have "Pending Charges" against me....which in the end will be dropped, or dismissed...but the stuff I have completley relates to the well being of the children, and the proof to knock off all the allegations. I am not backing down nor willI be intimidated or scared anymore...They are my flesh and blood and someone is trying to keep them from me and take them away...if I was a bad father then why take so long? I mean I have soooo many questions...but these are for my lawyer...and they are questions that will be answered in court, and the lies will be uncovered.