Tired...

I was talking to someone and they sent me a song...Alice in Chains..."Alone" and it's freaky...seems alot of people are going through the same thing at the same time...I have talked to a lot of random people online and off...the pain is the same but it's ho we take it...I guess you can say I am not taking it well...lol..but hey...I'm doing my best :-) I mentioned the word sting to someone, and that is a good fit to how it feels thinking there will never be...listening to this song is like opening a floodgate of emotions...it's good though...I want it all out...I mean ughhhh...like I ask Paul before I crashed out...I asked him if I would be ok?....he said yeah you will Dave...then I said to him I was scared...he had nothing to say back except I know you must be....he sees it in my eyes...god life can get so messed up in one second. Anyway this is probably one of the first time I actually have tears almost going down my face...lol...chat later.