It is the end of the road for me....

If things could not get any worse they did...Lucky is gone...He took off out of the house...he has gone out on his own before, but there is no sign of him anywhere...it's funny how 12 years of your life can be undone in a matter of months...and I mean everything about who you are and where you got to and everything you had...gone...He saw my life and saw it change from bad to good...he saw all of my ups and downs in life...he was my true best friend...and now he is the last part of me to leave...Everything about me has now been striped away...My pain runs very deep now...my soul is now lost...and no one around to guide me...is there someone out there that can guide my soul back? or is my soul lost forever? If someone reds this and can answer please do...