No way!!!!!!

I actually spoke to someone today...and I ain't gonna say who...just in case I have prying eyes that I don't want reading this...But it made me feel really really good. :-) LOL...ok this is too much...I just got off the phone with someone else...well not them per say but their mother...WOW! talk about getting your stuff back in gear...she was really happy to hear from me and sad by what I told her...she said I was a survivor and she knows it. :-) She is passing the message on to them and I hope I hear back from them soon...I think if I get all of this back...it will help me in a huge way...my strength will grow...my confidence will come back and so will my self esteem...Only time will tell...which sucks...But hey I got to roll with the punches...By the way...did I mention my step sister Tamara was pregnant?