Learned something today I think...

I coulda swore I learned something new today...I guess more about me. But over the past week and a bit now..the phone has not stop ringing...and I mean by friends...and now it's to the point I have to try and juggle who I see...I am not trying to sound high on myself, but I am rather shocked...but then I realized something, I am scared to be myself...lol...I mean I guess all the attention I don't want right now...thought I did...I end up feeling guilty or wrong for hanging out...meh..where was I going with this...LOL..it's been a day...did the dishes..finishing up the laundry now...and to wait for my keys...LOL..anyway if I can remember where I was going with my thought I'll come right back to it.