Are things looking up?...or is it the calm before the storm?

My file from Lakeshore is ready...and I am hoping this will also prove her allegations are completely false...normally they said it takes 4 weeks to pull the file and costs money...they did it in 2 days and it is free. This is the file that was made when she called the police on me the last time for nothing and had me evaluated, and it was also the same time the Doctor gave me the card that states to have the police call a psycho therapist next time and have her removed from the home to have her evaluated for false allegations. So I am eating now and gonna boot over there and get it...I also talked with Jess...not the one helping me, but a name from the past...and it's kinda scary, because her and her friend Lisa I knew just before I met Tina...is time going backwards?...again now my mind is running a mile a minute with thoughts...I hope I can be the one who changes the way life is and the life for children. They are truly the only ones who cannot defend themselves and speak out against any of it...I am a lone soldier fighting against an army...odds stacked against me...while the world watches and holds their breath...this is truly the biggest fight I have ever had to face...When Tina and I were together, we always said it was us against the world, because the world always threw problems at us...now it is me...alone...but this time it's not the world throwing problems at me...it is her and the people she is being influenced by...the reason I know their are people influencing her to a degree, is because there are some things she has not done, and overlooked about herself that I have seen without talking to her or seeing her...and some of those things were her passion. I know it sounds stupid, but if there ever was a chance for us to reconcile and bring this family back together I would...but it would not be the same...I know, but I think we would have a better understanding where we both stand, and a better grip on reality for us and our children...but again I am 99.9% sure it won't happen...anyway I have to get cleaned up and go. Once I read over the report I will write if there is anything interesting that can help my cause.