My Rebirth?

Well I got my hair done tonight...and it was the first time in 9 years anyone else has touched my hair really besides Tina...I didn't like it...it didn't feel right...I guess cause Tina always knew how to cut my hair...but all in all I look good and I was surprised. I look much better, clean cut, healthy...I get to see my babies tomorrow, but only @ 12:30 cause apparently Tina has a Dr's appointment...whatever...I don't mind...it gives me time to pick up Dregans treat...I also went to McDonald's and got them each a toy...man the toys are really starting to suck...but it is the thought that counts. I am sure they are going to be happy tomorrow...then I come back and clean house. Anyway, I am actually gonna crash out tonight early...and while I am in a good mood and not so down...I almost want to sleep in a upright position cause my hair looks perfect and I don't want to mess it up. :-) Hey I actually smiled...LOL...and laughed...damn...that's cool....but as always it may be short lived...she may pull something else out of her hat to hurt me more...I figured that out now...it's all about how much she can hurt me...I really don't care what kind of proof she thinks she has over me, cause I know there is none...she is "Playing" the victim, and like people have said...lies catch up with people...no matter who they are...that's why I am going to start to calm down now...cause I really don't have anything to worry about at all...I guess it's the stinging and hurting that is driving me up the wall.