First real good night sleep...

Well last night was my first real good night sleep...if you can call it that, almost 12hrs...mind you it has been a rollercoaster for the past week. I have to go out later to get a few things for the kids for tomorrow. Mom freaked out last night cause I wasn't home when she called, and she thought I was in jail again...LOL...she even had my brother call here, so needless to say I had a whack load of voice mails when I got home. Oh by the way, I am not changing sites...doing that only let's whoever is messing with my site only the satisfaction...even though if I changed it they wouldn't find it, I would rather stand my ground...I just hope one day soon, my wish comes true...and I wake up from this nightmare...I hate the stinging I feel...I know it will never go away...cause my heart is and was crushed...because my kids aren't here and others...ughhh...ok anyway I have things to do...but I am adding a music post later..hope you enjoy.